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crap! today done nothing and procrastinate till tomorrow... morning got to read a chapter for history > ^ <. mg... afternoon study the chapters for a fricken test on monday x _ =. fuck... can't stay calm. i just might screw up a dumb test and drag my grade down and repeat high school _ _". my life is so pathetic... i want to go to university already! 'common sense >> flunk high school >> no college >>>>>> T _ T my life is so fuckin' like hell.'

well, just got my schedule today, and mistakes... i get to go to orchestra 4? guess i ain't good enough to go to 5. and i get to go to japanese 2!? wah! haven't thought about that~ too absentminded to think about anything right now... don't know how the hell i got into the best school in the state... but i am joyous that's for sure! 'cause if i have never made to the school. i might as well just go back and study. enough of school... gives me stress...

Oh! this afternoon (around 3:00pm? i think), there was this dude came into our garage just to shoot a basket!? freak the crap out of me! i was going to call the police~ jeez!

everyday is the same thing over and over again during school hours... wake up like 4:00am study, go to school like 7, review the chapter, listen to friends chatting about ipod and music and all those crappy stuff, then class start at 8, the teacher lectures, 9 watching a video, 10 break doing nothing but sleep or draw like a mad man, 10:30 continue the video or lecturing more, 11:30 test >> every thing start over the next day... the exact same thing but different timing. some people are ignoring me or talking bad about others or get to make new friends... i wonder if i am even have any friends in school... change school like 3 times in my life. a record in my family!

recently, never get the chance to practice photo shop 7. it's lingering in my apple for ages! none of my art works are on that computer anyway = =... hell! trying to joing elfwood online to post my art and stuff-- so strict . . but i'll try my best~ heard that it's a super duper place, there are pros on that site~ O 3 O ~ i am barely an artist...

laziness... instead of reading history, which drag the soul out of me, i finish the book green angel~ it's totally awesome! so sad... diamond gave her a portrait of her and left for the search of his mother and ghost went to the wild... green's parents left...

i was planing to go running around 5 pm... but i got crazy with food... too hungry like haven't eaten for days...